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Summer All Over the World

awesomemist:

cherissemay:

beben:

Muskoka Cottage Country, CANADA

Patagonia, ARGENTINA

San Juan Islands, WASHINGTON

Minneapolis, MINNESOTA

Glacier Bay National Park, ALASKA

Stockholm Archipelago, SWEDEN

Azores, PORTUGAL

Roatan, HONDURAS

Istria, CROATIA

Seoul, SOUTH KOREA

Fukuoka, Japan

Marina Bay Sands, SINGAPORE

Luzon, Visayas, Mindanao, PHILIPPINES

Ahhhhh benta! Tawang tawa ako!! HAHAHAHA!

hahahahahahah Panalooo!!! Hahahahah Pakaineet abot hanggang singet!! 

if it’s HORMONAL then il accept..but It’s not..it’s about HOW you feel…and at the end of the day it’s either ul be disappointed or ul be smiling before Going to bed…

  • Hormones
  • Emotions
  • Moods
  • People around you
  • The weather/climate

hindi naman dahil may mens ka, or buntis ka eh lahat ibabaling mo sa hormones mo kung bakit naiinis ka..kung bakit sobrang saya mo..kung bakit gs2 mong manipa..alam mo un?IT’S NOT ABOUT THE HORMONES.

Sa tingin ko may mga stimulants lng ng mga kapalpakan ng araw ng isang tao tulad ko…

  1. gutom
  2. SOBRANG climate (sobrang init o sobrang lamig)
  3. pagod
  4. NAKAKAINIS na TAO
  5. ung aso na nang ngatngat ng charger or lalagyan ng celphone mo
  6. boyfrend mo o gelprend mo na d manlang ngtxt ni tuldok sayo
  7. ung KAAWAY mo tlg ever since
  8. ung DRIVER ng tryke na mabilis magpatakbo
  9. ung madugas na mga drayber
  10. HORMONES?!

syeeetttt!…HORMONES nga ba?!?

kung iaaply ko sakin ang mga pinagsaasbi ko at katanungan ko sa blog na ‘to?? cguro all of the ABOVE yan…malungkot lng ako..madami kase akong naramdaman ngayong araw na ‘to na wla akong mapagsabihan..lalo na at nainis ako as mahal ko…alam ko na mababaw minasn ang mga reasons ko kung bakit ako naiinis…

—pero…I really have reasons to be disappointed..to be sad..to be happy…to be hurt…

…di ako pakelamera sa mga tao unless pilitin ako mangialam..at dahil dun ayoko dn na pinapakelaman ako lalo na kung wla naman akong gnagawang masama…

…bihira akong makitang nababadtrip tlg as in galit…one tym lng na napansin ko na parang sumabog ang butsi ko nang may kumain ng skyflakes ko..hahahaha..

narealize ko anman na mababaw..pero malalim naman ang pinaghugutan ko nun..dahil gs2 ko nirerespeto gamit ko..dahil marunong akong rumespeto ng gamit…:(

—sabi nga ako ung tipo na matagal magalit pero pag nagalit GUDLAK sa paligid ko…i know myslef..pag galit ako IM VERY TRANSPARENT tlg..but di naman nagtatagal ang galit ko..itutulog ko lng..ok na ko at bati ko na ang buong mundo ulit…ang nakakainis lng eh ung araw araw eh BINABADTRIP ako..at meron akong kakilala na gumagawa nun sakin…

—di lng ako binabadtrip nya….bahala nlng sya kung pano nya aayusin ang buhay nya..buti nga asar lng ako sakanya..pero malapit na ko dumating sa point na nasa APATHY stage na ko…at wla na kong pakelam sa kanya…

I just wish peace of mind para sa kanya…at wisdom to know what is best for this person and sa kanyang pamilya..coz I know myself well and I know im not like this person…in a wide range of comparison..we are two different people…

but me?I KNOW WHAT I WANT..and I know how to treat people like people especially those people I LOVE THE MOST….beat that?!

—I just wnna say sorry kay Christopher calderon at minsan nasasaktan ko dn ung feelings nya..sana kase kahit 1minute mag spare ka ng time to update me kung kamusta ka na..or kamustahin ako lalo na kung may load ka naman at wla kang pasok..coz ILL DO THAT para di ka magaalala sakin…:( smthing small but very important for a pergnant woman like me…

It came to my senses that Harry Potter will be going on its final & SENSATIONAL ending…Nag NURSING ako dahil sayo Harry..maniwala ka…!

ano bang course ang gusto kong kunin? (Para yumaman syempre!)…

CONSERVATORY OF MUSIC…yan tlg ang para sakin…kaya lng alam ko madaing magagaling at ako ay parang super duper amateur!…Eh nagkataon nung 3rd year high school ako, ako ay SUPER FANATIC at tlg namang ikamamatay ko pag di ako updated sa Harry Potter…

PANO??!Pano ako makakarating ng London….aha! ONE WAY!the only possible way before!… Mag NURSING!…yun!~ kahit di ko sya gusto..at mas gusto ko maging doctor o di kaya’y kumanta nlng sa kalsada sa may central sa may ilalim ng LRT…pero I BADLY NEED THIS TO REACH MY GOAL!…

Goal: Makapunta sa London to visit the places that harry have been to..the steam engine… ung London Bridge..ung Diagon Alley na hidden..hahahha…I have worked out something in my mind that is still there..alive!!!whooooo…

and so I came to the decision that MAg nursing na nga lng!para makarating sa london…hahahahha :-) napakababaw ko..pero yun tlg ang ikaliligaya ko …

harry potter must have done something in me that made me believe that there is always a chance to have a better life and FAITH that everything is possible if you show no FEAR… Fearless pala dapat…eh naalala ko sa palaka eh tlg naman napapabaliktad ang mundo ko!…

sa tingin nyo makakapunta kaya ako sa London?kelan kaya…2 years na kong gradweyt sa nursing…nand2 pa din ako..pero sabi nga… “good things comes to those who wait…” ~i dont wanna wait forever…I must do something..matatapos na ang Harry Potter movie..tapos ko an din ang harry potter books matagal na….sana nga ma TAke hold ko na ang pangarap kong makapunta ng London…:-) ngyon isasama ko na c Topher…par di ako magisa dun!yehey!!!

Free Polaroid Give away!!!!! Re-blog to qualify.

soulfulapparel:

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-Starts 11/18 and ends 11/30.

To qualify you must re blog this post to be entered in the drawing. New followers will count as an extra ticket in the drawing..

-I will notify the winner after the drawing and ship it to them.

(Does  not come with film, but the  camera is in GREAT condition)

(Source: soulfulfocus, via awesomemist)

MANI mo. MANI ko. MANI nating LAHAT! :-)

anu bang meron sa mani? Vitamins? Minerals?

bsta masarap ang mani! ung chocnut? naku yun ang sikreto ko nung college kaya ako nakaka perfect sa exams..wlang halong biro! kaya ayun ginaya ako ni MAry Jane Flores!hahaha…ayun..ngka tonsilitis sya!hahaha..nakalimutan ko dapat kase un sinasamahan ng tubig..at gradual lng dpt ang pag kain nun!

OH MY MANI!

Oh my.. kwento tungkol sa mani ba? kumakain ako ng chocolates MOSTLY if may nuts ito… snickers..cadbury with almonds.. gnun… ICE CREAM? isa lng  ROCKY ROAD!:-)

kung may fetish ako sa pag hawak ng pwet..may fetish ako sa pah hawak sa mani.. MANI NA MALINAMNAM… katulad ng almonds at wall nut..

dati.. P5 mani sa bayan ng binan ang kinakain ko..aba..ngyon eh nag level up na taste buds ko! WALLNUT na ang kinakain ko…

sabi ko naman basta libre masarap..salamat kay kuya bong at sa kanyang nanay sa AUSTRALIA..akoy nakatikim ng masarap na wallnut…

alam ko masarap ang mani!agree ba kayo?ung mga mahilig kumain ng mani jan..HINAY HINAY LNG..nakaka PLAPITATE UN!hahah..prqamis sa sobrang dami nun…syempre!lol..

wla lng tlg ko  masabi kaya kung anu ano pinag lalagay ko dito… :-)jackie with WALLNUT!

..I need to be inspired more..needed something to boost up my energy…

MUSIC is what I love…Is what I want.. Is what I’m good at…

eto nlng ba ang paghuhugutan ko ng energy?…cguro kase mainit lng kaya filing ko wla akong gana…

I need endorphins….so kelangan ko yata kumain ng chocolate to increase endorphins in my body…

I felt as if, there’s few energy left in me…Felt less inspired by life and love…

I would say now that I’m happy but I felt there’s more in life that I should see and experience… to feel the happiness that’s lacking… Hindi ko alam kung ano pero There’s something lacking now in my life…

Maybe I needed a retreat or something.. I felt that there is stillness in my life… parang kulang na ko sa faith..sa connection with God.. maybe that is what is lacking in me… I felt less insipred because I am too busy with my life that I tend to forget that The life I have is the LIFE He shared…

I pray… but honestly sometimes I don’t give my heart in prayer… Nakakahiya naman kay God… C mahal nagdadasal na din…pero ung night prayer namin dalawa parang nagiiba na… before madami pa kmeng personal prayers.. but now ung nakasanayan nlng namin na ANgel of God…. hihihi.. :-)

I should start praying more. I am praying more. But I should start praying MORE from the heart.

—maybe I miss topher too… and he is also busy with work..I am busy with work.. there is less left energy in us to talk and share stories everyday… too sad.. we tend to spend every single day trying too hard to earn and live like everyone else, that we have less time to be together….

…I’m tired but I need to go on…

It is the hardest thing if trust becomes an issue…

when you came to the point that your trust is test…you undoubtedly explore your thoughts and started weighing things out…I, for example trusted someone—but then again it was damaged…It becomes a priority issue to settle for me…I trust people easily but if it is damaged then you would be having a hard time picking up all the pieces again…

hurtful.

I intended to write here to release all the negative feelings and thoughts in my mind…simple things that was assured or agreed upon should be properly imposed. Kaya cguro may mga corrupt sa Politics. Coz during campain—they keep on promising, and planning good things..then if they are on the aimed position—wala na…


HURTFUL.

SIMPLE PROMISES meant big time for me…That’s why it’s so hard for me to trust now since people in my life keep on promising things and never intended to keep it.

It’s just now that I have realized to never expect too much. people may not mean to hurt you, but in the end.. whether they mean it or not.

IT STILL HURTS THE SAME.

3/8/2010 - Photo




“God bless The Notebook. It introduced me to one of the great loves of my life. But people do Rachel and me a disservice by assuming we were anything like the people in that movie. Rachel and my love story is a hell of a lot more romantic than that.” — Ryan Gosling


and I love rachel mcadams … I love her in the family stone.. :) also ryan gosling in the titans.. :)

God bless The Notebook. It introduced me to one of the great loves of my life. But people do Rachel and me a disservice by assuming we were anything like the people in that movie. Rachel and my love story is a hell of a lot more romantic than that.Ryan Gosling

and I love rachel mcadams … I love her in the family stone.. :) also ryan gosling in the titans.. :)

2/17/2010 - Audio

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I was kinda hoping for this song to be heard by the person who then inspire me to compose this…

I started writing this song whwn I was in PLM…It was reconstructed after 2 years if I am not mistaken..The First Untitled is my first original composition…It was successfully arranged last 2007…acutally when Yeng Constantino won the PDA she also inspired me to finished this..It may not be as good as her compositions but I am sure every bit of this song was made by heart and passion.. :)

This is dedicated to Alan Arvin Alcantara my longtime crush when I was in highschool.. :) Like what the song says, It will always be a good dream knowing and loving and liking someone as good as him….

I moved on…It was worth it even if he actually ignores me..lol :) no hard feelings for that Arvin…thanks again!:)

Here’s the song lyrics..The recorded Audio has a lot of feedback so please bear with me..I will try to record again if I have time.. Thank you! :)

The First Untitled

It’s been a while since we’ve met…

And until now I have no regrets…

Even if, you often overlooked my way..

For me seeing you, is always worth the wait each day…

I often catch you, looking smiling at my direction..

That somehow in my life, you did gave me an affection..

A dream, that nly I could see..

And nobody else alone but me…

A dream, a fantasy..An extra ordinary reason..

Why I should love deeply, sincerly, passionately…

If you could only see me…

Every time you walk by..

I feel my belly’s got butterflies..

My heart beats for you only..For you only..

Please see me…

A dream, a fantasy..An extra ordinary reason..

Why I should love deeply, sincerly, passionately…

If you could only see me…

Bridge:

I never thought you would be like this..

I never thought I could feel this..

My feelings for you never change even if the world go round and round and round..

I never thought it would be easy..

Loving you I felt so lonely..

Would you give my dream a  chance….

Love me…yeah yeah yeah…..

A dream, a fantasy..An extra ordinary reason..

Why I should love deeply, sincerly, passionately…

If you could only see me…

…that’s it for tonight….:) good nite! <3